Gravity

Its easy to sit and see what others are doing. Its hard to be the one someone is watching. Life isn't always easy, but it isn't always hard either. Life has many faucets many of which we will never get to experience. We tend to think that life will always be flat or one sided but really it isn't. Life is rounded and has an array of colors but again I've come to realize that I will not always experience it.

It isn't easy being a wife, a daughter, a sister or a friend. I realized today that all those labels do weigh. They weigh a ton if you ask me, but I have to carry them. Not because I have to, but because its part of my core of who I am.

I would be lost without those labels and without that weight, because they are my motivation to do better. My motivation to be better than I was yesterday and to become someone that my husband, my brother, my parents and family would be proud of.

Starting off

I woke up this morning not wanting to go to work, because I felt like I needed a day off. Then this little voice in my head said to me "You Must Go To Work!" Ugh... don't you just hate that. I hate being responsible and being a grown up, it sucks!

I went to work and I looked at all the work I had on my desk, bad idea. I had paper work up to my eyes and in a weird I was glad I went in. I know deep inside my whinny soul that if I hadn't gone in, the pile would have taken over my cubicle and would have made my week hell.

I am looking forward to the rest of the week, I just know its going to be fun!